Pisces 13-14 A Lady In Fox Fur
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I know someone with Jupiter on this degree. Unfortunately, this degree has manifested itself in that person being very good at "foxing" people (and himself) by lying, and thinking that he is better than others. This person managed to have a 10 year secret affair, and for even longer had people assuming that they were an engineer, when in fact they were not qualified as one! While this gift had got this person so far in life, in the end it was not enough to bring him happiness, he needed to move on from this facet of himself as it was destroying his life (he was the only redundancy in his workplace; his divorce) when he was "found out".
I think this was a good "gift" when he had to endure a difficult stepfather as a child, as it was a psychologically protective gift, however when the subconscious is not cleared of any trauma, then it will fight to heal. In this case he was careless (self-sabotage, an unconscious desire to cleanse himself) and he was found out. Now he is going through therapy to deal with his life falling apart, and hopefully the other deeper issues he has.
I had a couple of conversations with him about his current divorce experience, and what struck me was the level of self-loathing, pain and loop of negativity his mind was creating for him - all completely understandable. On the other hand, he was also demonising his ex-wife. When we are hurt, often we demonise the person who hurt us more than is reality. We don't need to do that in order to learn from our experiences, however it is a way of protecting ourselves psychologically: that we are justified in our regretful decisions, or that we are better than the other person despite our regretful decisions. I feel sympathy for him and glad that he is undergoing therapy, however was very mindful not to get caught in the drama that his mind was making for himself. I wish him the best for his journey, but mindful of this degree, I was able to take his beliefs with a grain of salt.
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