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A Journey into the Jungle
Recently I had an episode of Chinese whispers with my partner's sister, whom I have met once.
She accused me of thoughts and actions that were not mine.
She had pieced a story together by way of the grape vine, and taken it upon herself to be the mouthpiece for the family.
The more she accused me, the more I became what she was accusing me of. Angry, compassionless and irrelevant.
I apparently was "brain washing" my partner and alienating him from his family.
The fact that she, as most of his family, rarely communicates was irrelevant.
I asked the oracle what this episode was about: I received Spiritist Phenomena, which correlated in the Pamian to: A Journey into the Jungle.
Both these symbols were to me about Unknown territory and the wild unexplored wilderness that lives beneath our surface-level mask and what skills you have to survive.
As my, lets call her, "sister in-law" has only met me once and visa versa, this journey we were embarking on was unknown.
She had preconceived thoughts about my jungle and the more accusations she slung my way, the more I wanted to stop her in her tracks from entering any further into my untouched lands.
My side of the story became irrelevant in her version of events.
She had hung up on me during mid-sentence, infuriating me like insects within the jungle, leaving me wanting to sting anything that moves.
I was correcting her on the lies she was telling about me, just prior to the disconnection.
After this my partner was sent a barrage of abuse like the insects within the jungle, to sting the shit out of me.
All my insecurities from an entire life completely exposed...like an adventurer she was slashing through the vegetation.
Taking no time to stop and see what she was killing.
You might be thinking surely it couldn't be that bad?
But apparently my partner's whole family (and there are a lot of them) "dislike me". Quote unquote.
This was a text with such ease and complete disregard for any feelings I might have, and I was left to contemplate my value in the world.
As I haven't met most of them, I thought she must be lying to gain strength in numbers or this family has a mass consciousness that lives below the surface.
My value of myself had always been subject to others' opinions of me. Life had developed, I realised, around others' perceptions.
I had stood up to a family's abuse and now I was the problem, being seen as the angry, unforgiving member of the group.
I had not commented to her about any of the remarks sent in text form.
Which to me was like a constant reminder of my powerlessness against her embittered perception of me.
Reading over and over again her text message became a constant swarm of insects leaving welts and bites.
I had to try and find a way to deter her venom, lest I end up with dengue fever.
Like when a massive journey of people starts through a wilderness, hence the white man conquering the Americas and native Indians. There is little these people can do to stop the mass invasion.
His family had their thoughts; maybe some agreed with me and couldn't be bothered to get involved or maybe my opening up abusive wounds that had never been discussed was too much to deal with.
Spiritist Phenomena is for me the unseen spirit energies at play about this event.
She had written everything that I had felt was going on for a years. My own perception had hit me square between the eyes.
So this message for me became a blessing in that I didn't have to play the game of trying to have a warm relationship with these people any more.
It had given me and my partner a "get out of jail card".
No longer locked in the superficialities, I have the opportunity to live my life authentically.
Although, had I taken notice of my own Jungle/Spiritist Phenomena earlier I could have saved myself a lot of time and anguish.
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